I am not in love any more
My boyfriend and I fell madly in love the movement we met, but now, eight months later, I think that he is the only person who is still in love. I would not say that I have fallen out of love because I wanted to. It is more like it has been a transitional journey and I have gone off the guy. We are not even living together and he already annoys me. Perhaps it is the fact that he annoys me which has made me fall out of love with him. It is funny how the people we like the best often end up annoying us the most, I really cannot explain how that happens.
The other problem is that I also meet a lot of nice guys when I am working for Blackheath escorts. I would not say I fall in love with every man that I meet, but at the same time it is easy to fall in love when you work for an escorts service such as Blackheath escorts. It is not the first escort agency I have worked for in London, but unlike the other ones, I do date some attractive gents when I am working for Blackheath escorts. Many of the gents I meet at the escort agency have come to mean a lot to me. Sometimes when I am together with my boyfriend, I spend more time thinking about the guys I meet at the escort agency in Blackheath. They are sort of more attractive to me when my boyfriend is, and I think that attraction is an important part of a relationship.
The biggest problem is that my boyfriend would like me to move in with him. He has been pestering me for some time now, but I don’t feel ready to love in with him as I am not sure what its going on in our relationship. I guess we should really sit down and talk about it, but I am finding that very hard to do. Not only am I very pushed because I my work with Blackheath escorts, but there is also another part of me who is not sure if the relationship is worth it at the end of the day.
I am not sure what to do with the relationship with my boyfriend. He is a sweet guy and I know why I fell in love with him. When we first met, he had this ability to make me laugh. Now his sense of humour is getting on my nerves. Have I told him? No, I have not told him. I have been too wrapped up in my work with Blackheath escorts and not really had the time to sit down and talk to him. I wish that I could do so, but I am not sure that I want to talk to him. Knowing him he would just talk me into continuing the relationship, and at the moment, I feel like just saying no and no thank you to him.